after a good three weeks (almost) of clean godlike living, i was beginning to wonder when the devil would come calling again, and came he did. i'm starting to realize that the whole thing about every action has an equal and opposite reaction applies to me and partying/ straightedging as well. its kind of like how the U.S. guvment put out any forest fires that sprang up in the U.S. for the better part of 60 yrs and then has all these issues with massive, out of control fires. Instead of letting nature run its course, they created an unnatural disaster by trying to make things better. The same thing is happening with my dryspells i think. im really good for a few weeks or so, but once i start again all hell breaks loose because im soooooooo thirsty. so thirsty. While the resulting few days are always filled with ridiculosity (similar to americanosity; a term coined by Pretty earlier in history), im not so sure that they're very good for me.
case in point- right now i have feline leukemia. really? i don't know, i don't have health insurance so im not going to a doctor and that sounds as good as any other disease to me so feline leukemia it is. anyways, i think this affliction may be a direct result of multiple nights of substituting sleep (not neccesary) for hard drinking (neccesary). i'm going to research this more in depth and get back to you in a few days.
straight chillin.
Dano out.
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